I finally decided it was time to talk to someone professionally. I have now had 2 appointments with a therapist. He is a relationship/marriage therapist. When I first made the appointment, Steve agreed to go with me. Well, that has not happened as yet. Then yesterday when I arrived for my appointment I found out that he is NOT covered by my insurance. Man, do I hate insurance companies. I found him through the provider list...so WTF!!
We are getting to the bottom of my fears of abondament. I won't go into all the details but I had a lot of changes in my life when I was little and it is coming out. I want to trust...I really, really do and I am learning ways to do that. Most of the people in my life have eventually left me and I don't want my past to predict my future. I love Steve with all my heart and these insecurities are doing nothing positive for our relationship.
I will continue with the therapy, with or without Steve (and/or insurance coverage).
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I think this is wonderful hun... sometimes this can make very good changes in our lives and I do wish you all the best with it all. Keep me posted on your progress :) Love ya!
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